Because of the spamming i removed my post. i swear every word i said is true.
i know some people don't like reading it but i don't give a shit. like to comment,
go to your fucking blog and write. no one will stop you.
don't come my blog read and get angry for it. no use. for those who understand how i feel, thanks :)
Tagboard is removed. and i wont blog for quite a time unless i got something to say.
takecare friends ~






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I just finish edited my template & luckily there's no error.
Quite a while never blog in blogger because it always give me problem
This few days my mood is getting better. but soon i will feel lonely again
because hubby had to work for the rest of the week. Friday is my check-up again
guess i am going alone but i don't blame him. i know we needs money for baby.

Just now we bought a photo album at Precious Thots and we also went to
wash out the photo we took on our Rom. tomorrow i am collecting it (:
total we choose 182 photos, after getting we will choose the nicest one and put it big
in a frame. i really enjoy doing it (: Oh yah, yesterday i also spent my night at hubby's house & mum didn't nag me at all. so happy. i thought i will get scolding again.

We slept at around 3 plus. also had supper. hubby so cute & i love seeing him
when i woke up. Just now he also bring me to eat roti-prata. we were hungry.
now i am full & kayden keep on kicking me. Hubby also bought a watch.
it's limited edition & cost around $329. he's so happy lur like finally ~
guess it's time to sleep soon. when i am free i will blog more.
Readers please tag :D last but not least, i love & miss yehui dear alot ..






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I've updated my blog at http://karencys.onsugar.com/
And for those who are coming to my Rom day on 2 November 2009,
please be punctual at 1.30pm, Woodlands Community Centre.
For those who don't know how to go, you can go to
http://www.streetdirectory.com/asia_travel/travel/travel_id_9896/travel_site_123712/

Interested friend can contact me, because it's a rush one so i can't possibly contact all my friends. i tried and for those who know me, you can just come down. thank you for those who are willing to spend their time to come to my Rom day. i appreciate a lot (=

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I don't know who to talk to, so decided to blog instead
no one will be answering my questions, no one will know how i feel but at least
typing it out makes me feel better & it always does.
i will be using 2 blog, one is this another is www.karencys.onsugar.com
so check it out on both blog if you're interested to know how my life is (:

The day we went to choose our ring, i was jealous.
i hate it when he is over-friendly to female staff. joking, teasing around like nobody business
treating me like invisible & ignoring how i feels. forgetting he is going to marry soon.
you know i don't like to say out how bad you are, and no u aren't bad
but this is the only way i can express myself by telling you how i felt

and if i don't say it out, i will suffer from depression one day.
sometimes i just want you to care about my feelings more, treating me a little more nicer
you know why i wanted to doll up myself on 2 Nov? because i want to show you
i can be pretty as well. though normally i look sucks, but i can also look nice.
i want you to Look At Me. look into my eyes and tell me "you look pretty & I Love You"

Seriously my love for you are fading. i've always been faithful.
tolerating your weakness is not easy. each and everytime you hurt me,
i forgave you. and even you're poor i don't mind marrying you
i want to stay beside you, want to take care of you but it seems you don't need me anymore.i am so tired doing all this. my tears keep on rolling down behind you.

sometimes i was just wondering why don't we just give up?
we know ourselves we don't love each other that much, we can live without each other
you said you want to marry me because you love me, i cant feel sincerely anymore.
i am numb. i hate you for treating me so cold. you are always selfish.
felt so sick of you. i can't do a thing more. you are always finding a way to hurt me
thinking my heart is so strong, thinking i will be able to tolerate you for the rest of my life

You used to find me everytime after work, but you changed.
you complained you were tired. isn't it because you don't want to see me?
you blame me for not trusting you, but you choose to treat me coldly
how can i trust you? you said you want freedom, than you shouldn't marry me
i am getting further and further from you. i feel the distance between us

i am sorry, i have zero tolerance if you have affair outside.
and i will definitely want a divorce if i caught you. try hurting me one more time
i swear i don't give a shit anymore. i swear i will leave.

TO MR TIEW YEHUI,
If i asked you to to open a blog, and write sweet stuff to me just like what you did in the past, will you or will you not? If i say it will makes me very happy, it will boost my confidence towards you, will you do it for me? If you read this, answer me. you couldn't promise me anything, you cant do things i wanted you to do to make me happy. but now you can, will you?

labels: Kayden, don't follow your dad. Be A Good Man








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